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| 10:51am 10/08/2007 |
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Seems the secretary is still in really bad shape so I'll be here next week as well. (Fair to Midland) is one of my favorite bands right now. I'm very bored and extremely hungry. Went and drank at Dave's aunts last night.
First we went
Fuck it I'm off.
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| 10:21am 09/08/2007 |
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mood:  tired music: bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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Just sitting here worrying about my brain cells...
Ran into Axel yesterday at the mall. It was odd, hes changed a great deal. Bryan, Brian, Gabe Axel, Kurtis, and I had some beer last night. If I didn't have to work today, I would have gone to Kurtis' and gotten smashed.
I'm still sleeping like complete shit. the new couch sucks. I don't know why she wasted the money, but at least I can steal my lil brothers fan most nights. Oh yea, its his birthday today. I should get him a swift kick in the ass. thats really what he disurves...and I still can't spell.
So I still hope to move up north by the end of the year, I'm just not sure how its going to work out. Alot of my friends are going to Santa Cruz, But I'd rather go to the bay area. Sofia is going to San fran and says I can stay there for a month. I'm not sure what exactly I'm going to do.
I really need a ciggarette, but I have to wait till noon.
Well thats it for now.
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| 11:05am 08/08/2007 |
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mood:  blah music: wishin for some LoC
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Started really reading again. I'm happy about that, but I'm still not writting all that much. I have so much I want to write... It just dosen't come out when I want it to. And I learned a long time ago to never force it.
I'm at Pam's office filling in in for a day or 2. One of the secretarys is in the hospital. I don't really mind. God knows I need the money. Otherwise I've just been doin the same old thing, just lettin my brain waste away.
I'll be leaving soon and I gotta get some stuff done.
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| 12:59pm 06/07/2007 |
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lisening to Fair to Midland with Brian(pro homeless) and Shandie. Talking about sad happenings with friends...
Well I've maneged to stay out of jail for while, but Brian and I have court at the end of the month.
Can't really write right now...
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| im sitting here in my boxers, socks, and a t-shirt |
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| 08:09pm 22/05/2007 |
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mood:  blank music: msi
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Gen's starting my pants, so I can finish sewing them. I wanted to go to Santa Cruz this weekend, but I'm going to la for a concert that I forgot about. I finished sewing them because she is retarted.
Now I've forgot what I was gonna write...
I kinda have glasses again. I have this neet scar on my right pointer(index?) finger. I got it one drunk night at the old squat. I'm smokeing Liggett non-filters... they are not good.
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| 10:08pm 21/05/2007 |
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Lots has changed. So much. Can't really get into it. Stuff will be said later. For now I'll just says concerts have been awesome. Coachella was awesome and so was Santa Cruz. So much so that I'm moveing there in August.
Still drinking alot. Still smokeing Non-filltered Luckys. Otherwise all sorts of shit has changed. Hopefully I'll start writing here again. Once again Myspace sucks.
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| 01:55pm 12/12/2006 |
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I'm talking to my ex on the phone, not sure if it was such a good idea...
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| 12:19pm 15/10/2006 |
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I always mean to post here, but of course I don't. I'm a lazy motherfucker. Things are going pritty well. Food not Bombs seems to be up and running again. We have our core group mostly worked out.
Fuck, I'll write more later.
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| 04:08pm 17/09/2006 |
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mood:  anxious music: Elliot Smith- 2:45 AM
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I don't think last night could of been any worse...I have a nice lump on my forehead and I'm stuck at kurtis' house. Should find a way to leave.
ps San Fran is Canceled
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| 10:18am 14/09/2006 |
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mood: blah music: the mars volta
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I don't know how long it's been sense I've written here. It feels like forever. I'm sure it hasn't been that long. Not quite any way. In a way that makes me happy. I'm finally getting mad at myself for not writting. I'm scared I might suck at it...
But I can't be as lazy as Bryan Fucking Taylor. I need to write a short story. Maybe I will in San Fran. That is IF I go. I'm not so sure. If We do we leave Sunday.
I need to clear things up with V and G first. I can't get over how stupid that was. Its like I just forgot what I wanted and went for the opposite. Anyway I'm at Kurtis' right now and she was over. Kurtis, Brian Madigan Pro Homeless, and I were all at various levels in our drunkness when she came over.
That Paragraph sucked. And I can't spell/think no sleep
1 1/2 hours of sleep in the last 72 hours.
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| I'm finally excited again |
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| 03:38am 08/09/2006 |
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mood:  awake music: 60's music infomercial
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And It took some of the worst feelings I've ever felt to make me get off my ass. Me and my homeless friend are leaveing for the bay area soon. I can't wait. I also put a picture up. Its a few months old now. I no longer have the hair...exept theres more on my face. I lose my glasses too much and they've deteriated way beyond repair. So I don't bother to wair them any more.
My buzz is gone and I'm starting to feel bad again. I'm just glad she is willing to talk...I will call her in about 12 hours.
Oh and I'm putting my lj to private for a while. I have a stalker who wont show her face.
Insomnia is comeing more frequently again. It makes me happy. It is always a sign of good times. Starting the piano again. Music playing in general is comeing back.
smiles...now I am very happy.
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| 05:26am 06/09/2006 |
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mood:  drunk
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Fuck I can;ty beleve what has happened. I lisen to a drunk friend who makes me feel guilty. So I ask my old love out to me 'selfless'. So then I hurt someone else and become selfessh.
Am I an asshole? I think so.
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| 12:42am 03/09/2006 |
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mood: drunk music: I wish
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I don't know what I'm doing. I'm drunk as hell and I'm going out with Vanessa again. Kurtis keeps tring to help/give his 2 cents even though he wants to hit me. I love him to death but hes pissing me off. I don't know what to do. T his may be a huge mistake...oh well fuck it. Drank all the scotchOOOOh shit the tequilas gone too.
Bake in school. I'm out.
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| 05:27am 10/08/2006 |
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mood: blank music: lots
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Went through a rough patch. Doing lots of stupid things, but I'm pritty sure I'm passed it. It involved a lot of alca(I cant spell)hal. Was really homeless for a little while. Girls happened, but not to the fullest extent exept with one.
But thing are lookin up...kinda. Going to sounds of the underground this Saturday. I don'tlike most of the bands that are playing, I just haven't been to a good pit in a long time. I guess I'm only takeing one course this semester. It's with my favorate profesor.
This not being able to remember how to spell thing is driveing me insane.
Fuck, I don't feel like writing anymore.
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| 02:55am 27/07/2006 |
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mood: drunk music: I fuckin wish
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I want to have sex. That pisses mre off bad enough. Super crazy jamaca rum Curtis brought back. like 140 proof. Life has been alright. kinda wanna go to my acctule house. Mom said she misses me. saturdayni s my last day at the card store. No more manager Zack. Now itys homeless bum...Way to much rum. No girlfriend kindof. I like it. Don't know where I'm sleeping tonight. Might take the doggy door to Aaron's. Might pass out here at Curtis' . Well this was a half asses attempt at an update, will try again soon.
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| 02:05am 26/07/2006 |
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mood:  creative music: Elliott Smith
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I'm worried something bad is gonna happen. Pissed that I haven't written about my travels yet. Today? will be good. Going to Curtis' now.
Later
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| 01:58pm 22/07/2006 |
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mood: blah music: none
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Got drunk last night with Bryan, Maria was there. Crashed at Bryan's. Woke up with my pants at my knees and my boxers off. It was only me and Bryan... I'm not gonna tell him.
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| 05:48pm 30/06/2006 |
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mood:  excited
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Haveing to much fun. On my way to a tinkering workshop.
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